I am bouncing between
Who the fuck cares if I have to take pills everyday? It’s not a big hassle and it’s not even my fault
wow you worthless piece of shit you can’t function without those pills and they have effectively hollowed out all of your emotions. You’re a pathetic shell of a person and you always will be
so i definitely took for granted quite a few of the opportunities afforded to me as a college student—my scholarship sponsored among other things, my health insurance. Now that I’m no longer a student I can no longer be seen at our infirmary or CWC and so I’ve run out of my scripts. The first week I was super anxious and slept very little. Now I’m starting to feel that freaking all consuming grey cloud that colours your life when you’re depressed. It’s not as bad as it could be, like seeing something out of the corner of your eye—but I can tell it’s going to get worse. If I thought I could describe myself as dispassionate before—-I don’t know what I am now. I feel like a freaking bump on a log. I don’t want to go anywhere or see or talk to anyone.
Fuck my brain chemistry! Fuck not having health insurance!
ratchedly reckless text post but— I was—-watching something and—-something spectacular happened—-and now I have a new goal—-it may not be up there with being successful but—-just once—or twice— I want to fuck the inhibitions out of someone (soul snatching)—so completely that they have no choice but to go “wooo” and hang on for dear life like a six flags ride or maybe a mechanical bull
Q:How much time do you spend on tumblr?
Contemplating this text post on sex positivity and more specifically promiscuity and slut-shaming. In order to be more informed about some of the views on the subject (not as though I’m completely oblivious) I’ve been doing some research. Gosh. I’ve been nauseated, angered and incredibly disappointed…distressed for the better part of an hour and a half.
I’m just completely disconcerted.
I am exhausted of wanting and never having. Loving and always hurting.
who wants a vapid little college drop out with nothing to offer
"If your ancestors cut down all the trees, it’s not your fault, but you still don’t live in a forest."
- Pam Oliver, a professor in the UW-Madison sociology department, explaining the historical roots of racism in the United States to her undergraduate students (mostly middle-class and White).
aw shit get it wednesday
HA! I almost forgot to reblog this today
Every Wednesday from now on.
Its wednesday yo
this never comes on my dash at the right time anymore :( i think i went two weeks without it and now i’m reblogging it on a thursday
GOD DAMN YES FINALLY BLOGGED IT ON A WEDNESDAY